5.08.2003

Wistful

I'm in the process of packing up my room right now, and it's pretty tough on me. Some people felt homesick when they came to school, but I'm feeling the opposite. I'm going to miss my friends here so very much, and I don't have a whole lot to go back to. Most of my friends are going to be gone, I don't have a solid job yet, and it kind of feels like the seafloor is sliding out from under me. I'm a different person than I was; I'm hoping that everyone at home will understand that. I don't really know what to think. *sigh*